there is a darkroom now where our downstairs bathroom once existed. you are so fucking jay.
the part of today that was not spent constructing it or shopping for it, was spent at the sacramento arts and wine festival. which was predictably lame and goofy. and i didn't even see night ranger play.
i am having semi-pornographic dreams lately. and not fun ones. more often than not, they end in death. usually mine.
there was one where my twin sister showed me that there was a secret world under the bathtub, kind of like the first nightmare on elm street movie. but that was no nightmare. maybe she could positively alter my dreams more often. (*coughcough*)
what else? i am obsessing on azure ray. my right shin is bleeding profusely. tonevendor needs artists for second saturdays(*doublecough*AHEM). midnight is chirping. touch me, i'm sick.
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August 29 2005, 04:13:40 UTC 6 years ago
i've been having odd dreams lately, myself. maybe there's something in the air.
touch me, i'm sick -- mudhoney? but, you said you were obsessing on azure ray. confusion.
you, me, scarlet, sometime soon? i have been saying that for a while. scarlet and i decided you need to call me when we want to hang out, because we have a phobia of phones.
August 29 2005, 14:52:02 UTC 6 years ago
maybe it's the anti-west nile virus spraying. that is most definitely "in the air."
"touch me, i'm sick" is always relevant to the way i feel. regardless of what band i am obsessing on. (the subject line is azure ray, but you probably know that.)
i would love to call you and hang out again. i don't have your number, but i can get it from scarlet. don't be afraid.
September 2 2005, 08:26:26 UTC 6 years ago
thanks for the message the other day - the text. it really cheered me up. ive been pretty stressed and bummed lately. i love you, twin. always. forever. <3
September 2 2005, 15:23:47 UTC 6 years ago
anytime. that is what loving twin brothers are for. to love and care about you always.
September 6 2005, 18:08:03 UTC 6 years ago
ill send you a copy of it and along with all those other things that i have sitting for you.
i love you zak.
i really do. life has been really hard lately and its good to know you care. i miss talking to you. a lot. i want you to be okay. i want your head to stop hurting. i want you to not have to stress out about things.
i love you.
xo
cor
October 6 2005, 04:16:31 UTC 6 years ago
i miss you, twin.
i wanted you to know that.
i do always miss you but i miss you a lot lately.
send me love. ill send you some too.
always.
yr twin.